Thursday 1 October 2020

ABSOLVED



symbiosis.
I long for cures
of griefs,
and my dreams
feed on me
like fungi.

dreams relax me
luring me into lulls,
then jerk me off
with sharp thrills,
burning pleasure
so earned
in the first
few minutes.

it is dawn.
always.
am I haunted?
by dreams?
or by myself,
the multiple me's
absolved of fears
fuelled by courage.

Am I absolved
of my crimes
committed in
my dreams?
or do I need
to kill again
those good ones
who as
ghosts
strangle my lulls?

...I can only fear!


COFFEE NIGHTS



[This is one form of 'variable line poetry' where the number of words in a line equals to the line-number.]

serenity
lies untouched,
tense metaphors exist
life's blurred monotony amidst-
I miss our coffee nights,
cuddles in the arms of darkness,
gulps of dark beverage soothing our heartbeats
and the night could agree no more then
to conspire love between us, O' sweet summer airs-
the airs visit tonight to soothe bonds of the past.
Will you arrive tonight to share the night and coffee cups?


Sunday 27 September 2020

WINTER LOVE



despite window shields
the cold air gushed in
the heater helped not much,
tinned roofs gave way much!

she brought a blanket old,
the warmest in their cupboard
covered both in warmth of it
reminiscing love, winter memories!

Wednesday 23 September 2020

WHEN WE MET



the dusk brewed silent joys
destiny played its sweet ploys
that's when we met years ten back:
it was the book fair twenty eighth!

weren't you dressed in pure white?
I dragged along my college smiles
to meet you at the forty first store,
the one beside the granny's folklore!

the store was big and no thing to speak
I would buy you a book to read
who knew they kept books on pregnancy
I was stupid to call you there hastily!

both laughed as we decided out
laughter formed our first start
the date was too 'academic', you say
I can agree not even today!

cherish I, those days we met
split food bills, beneath trees we ate
glass-cased restaurants are boring now
when's the next fair...we shall re-take vows!

Tuesday 22 September 2020

THE SILENT PEACOCK


[dedicated to the peacocks of Rajasthan, India]

winds from the western sands
brought yellow, burnt smells,
it was where the sun sank
the nights were little winter stays!

a peahen looked dull and grey,
strolled like a lazy lad,
a peacock had to watch and wait
to break silence of the mating day!

the winds troubled his handsome flight
must he swoop down or gently fly?
just then, another danced, rainbow wild,
the chance's gone...silence was his crime!



IN THE LAP OF THE NIGHT



the night conspires
to create silence
it could use the breeze
to excite young lovers
it could use the stars
to get praised in love
yet, they get trapped
in its apparent truth,
live their love in dark,
dark of the night itself,
dark of its lies' web
crafted through legacy
to seek false glory...
the night aspires to
rule the world of love
maneuvering the young
to sing for its beauty
to sleep under stars
in the lap of the night!

Wednesday 16 September 2020

THE BANGLE MAKER

Rambabu was the only bangle maker in the village, and undoubtedly the best. Every home in Pidiri had at least one of Rambabu's bangles, right from the Pidiri headman's to the blacksmith's. Rambabu's bangles brought people from the city too. No festival was complete without Rambabu's stall on the village playground. No one could make the conch-shell studded bangles better than him. People say his apprentices have spread far in the world, some across the seas and rivers.

Rambabu kept a silent profile. He would start his work at 10 in the morning and close at 6 in the evening just before the prayers. He never missed the prayer at the temple beside his home. As of now, he had one apprentice, Shamlal, a boy of 19, who was getting well with the work. He was working hard for the annual Pidiri festival where he would sit at Rambabu's stall if he produced the best, as promised by his master. Rambabu had a unique style of bidding farewell to his subordinates. He had always wanted his boys to go out and make their names. "The knowledge must live", he would often say with a smile.

The village festival started, and Shamlal was happy. The week long event was refreshing for the folks who were mostly farmers and poultry men. The night's stage act was always entertaining and the village never slept during those days. Shamlal sold 200 bangles on the first day, and this made him feel elated. He could feel the freedom of creation which Rambabu would speak of during their lessons.

Shamlal went with twice the enthusiasm on the second day of the event. He started well and sold 50 bangles in the first two hours. But in this world of impure intentions and evil minds, happiness seldom lives long! Who knew that night would change Shamlal's destiny forever!

As Shamlal was selling his bangles, a visitor arrived. A man in his 40s perhaps, well-suited and accompanied by a younger friend, started looking at his bangles. The man smoked a lot, and Shamlal could sense the city-smell in him.

"How may I help you?" said Shamlal.

The man replied not, but kept on looking at the bangles. His friend touched them, and seemed to check and whispered in his ears.

"How much?" spoke the friend. He appeared to be the man's employee given the authority to represent.

"Sir, we have these of varying prices, right from..."

"How much for all of them?" the man spoke this time, and interrupted Shamlal rudely!

"Sir, I mean...did you say..I mean, all of these?" said a surprised Shamlal.

"Yes, everything in this shop, including you and your master. Rambabu, isn't it?" The visitor's questions sent a warning of threat to Shamlal, and he couldn't think of anything. Did he just offer to buy their services or the persons...like slaves...or... Shamlal was terribly confused and knew not the plan of action he must take. 

"Sir, I won't be able to answer that. I will have to speak to my master."

"Speak to that old man. We meet here tomorrow at the same time. Remember my question: how much for the shop and you men?"

The two persons left, and Shamlal gulped down nearly two bottles of water. He was never terrified in his life this way. He closed his stall early, and ran to meet his master.

Rambabu was sitting peacefully on the verandah in an armchair. He seemed to enjoy the breeze and the classics playing on his little radio. Shamlal did not know how to start.

"Shamlal, done with today's sales early? Must have been a quick wrap-up, won't you say? You are doing good", said the master.

"Babu, the sales are good but I had to close it for the day. There is a problem."

"What problem, Sham? You, alright? You look worried. Speak up. Pull that chair."

"Yes, Babu...today just a few minutes ago, I had a visitor at my stall. I have never seen that man before. He wore a suit and was offering to buy everything in the stall."

"This is good, Sham. He liked your works. What makes you worried then?"

"That's not all. He wants to buy the bangles and me and ...you too."

Rambabu did not speak for a while.

"What do you think, Shamlal? Should we?"

"Babu!!!" Shamlal did not expect a question as this.

"Yes, speak. Must we not expand our work and take it to the cities? Everyone needs better clothes and a scooter. The city has better roads and schools. I wish to listen from you, Shamlal."

Shamlal did not know what to speak.

"Speak up, Shamlal. There is nothing right and wrong here."

"Babu, I respect you a lot. I have learned immensely from you. You are a great master. Your skills are beyond any weight of gold. I have always slept peacefully after work, just because I have never done anything wrong. It is okay to have smaller dreams. These cities, the flamboyance and all the good stuff are good but they are not what we have worked for. We have worked for joy. If we need to settle in those skyscrapers, let our minds decide that, not anyone who barges into our pride and offers a coin. It is joy that has made you a hero in the eyes of everyone who have learned under you. I shall not take this deal if I were you!"

There was silence. Rambabu smiled, sipped some water from his old glass, and said, "Then you have become me, Shamlal. You are ready to take the world. That visitor was my apprentice ten years back. His name is Shaanchand. Today he is a big man in the city. Every year, he visits me during the festival and take the final tests on my behalf. Otherwise, why would you think I shall be absent from the biggest fest of the vllage?" Rambabu broke into a wind of laughter. 

Shamlal was still shocked. He felt the utmost pleasure in winning the smiles and pride of his master.

He spoke: "Thank you, Babu. I shall always remember this! You are my hero!"


BORN

Like a sunrise born,
warmth pierced through 
the air that held the cold,
fell upon a heart
and turned it gold.

The river envied
the droplets of dew,
silent yet precious,
attracts more than a few!

I walked barefoot
to embrace the sunrise:
like a sunrise born,
'twas love that pierced through!

WITHERED, BUT LOVED

Grey, dull and bitter
the winter's here:
illness and griefs,
roses wither,
yellow is old
but old is our love
like the winter indeed,
bright, loving and sweet,
and we are warm still.
We shall live this,
griefs shall inspire;
withered roses 
shall bring poems,
yellow shall warm us-
we shall grow old together
...
it is just another winter
we are for many summers
for each other...

Tuesday 15 September 2020

THE POET'S DEATH

If you weigh yourself against my ink,
                             you would still not weigh more,
your soul would, though,
                             full of grief and torment, 
                             silently held!

Is Death more poetic than a poet?
                               Always painful or quick:
                               binary like a man's mind?
I can compose lies and make them truth,
                               make them epics...
                               you shall cry
                               for wars which never prevailed,
                               and yet, learn lessons
                               of choices and Death,
                               real, co-existing, true!

I cannot wait for another day!
                                time is a lie
                                like a flirting poet,
                                always better at youth,
                                unpleasant when old!                            
Time to leave my ink behind!
                                I take my soul
                                to prove how poetic I am!
                                Does the world on that side prevail?
                                Are there rebellion poets?
                                Are there poetry fests?
                                I love the pancakes!

Will Death listen to my sonnets?
            Ah! Wait! 
                    He is binary, isn't it?
                            Why does it sound poetic to me? Ugh!


Wednesday 8 July 2020

BEYOND

None dared to walk past
the past guarded by trust:
beliefs might crumble fast,
emotions lost in petty wars.
Who shall rise beyond ego
to clear the old white dust?

The horizon seemed near.
I hurried but the sunrise was far!
Illusive, like a mirage it stayed.
The closer I moved, the farther it went!
I lost handful of my life's faith
beyond stupidity of chasing old fame!

How do you measure passion?
No, not love...I mean... passion!
Quantify your compromises,
your lust for all worth... worthless?
Or spend your sleep
in the arms of your dreams... dreams
waiting to get stripped
by the society that gifted you these?

Your destination isn't your destiny.
You are bonded by the evil weak.
Walk beyond your confusions
into the strengths of your soul
as you had run into the horizon
to catch the elusive sunrise old.
You are not to be enslaved
by what must command you not.
You must rise beyond your grave
into goodness the world has not got!


Sunday 5 July 2020

TINY, ABSURD THINGS

[You got to read the entire post to conclude.]

I am a contented man. All my life, I have learnt to stay satisfied with everything I have. I am like the Master Shifu of KungFu Panda. I do not envy others, and that's why I consider the act of judging others' achievements too demeaning. In fact, people who are quite nosy in others' stuffs are the ones who do not attain peace in their entire lives!
Having said that, can anyone tell me why the Sharmas are spending excessively on painting their roof? I did ask Gamblu, their watchman, while the Sharmas were out for groceries, but he did not utter a word, despite my promise of offering a pack of Shillong tobacco. How stubborn people are! How ignorant, perhaps! Well, never mind! I will ask Compounder Brajen about it. He is a man of genuine knowledge of everything (except his work: last time, he injected distilled water into Mrs. Shambhu for curing her fear of tetanus). However, that does not matter, of course. I am going to discuss nothing technical with him! See, you need to treat everyone equally and must not be judgmental in any sense. One thing which I must mention is that Compounder Brajen is probably a miser, because he spends little on his scooter. I am, however, not much sure of it, and it is only an intuition.
Being a contented human being, I have never bargained with the shopkeepers at the cloth-shops. I usually have my wife doing that, and I am contented with the art she possesses. Now, not being judgmental and praising your wife at the same time is a difficult task, and I believe, not all men can pull off such an extraordinary feat. Only contented men like me (every husband shall agree) have the ability to survive such difficult times with a peace of mind...just like forever meditating ninjas! Wait...not forever...now-and-then meditating ninjas!
The art of maintaining social relationships without fuss requires high emotional quotient. Looking into the reputation I hold in my society of being a gentle individual (ignore the 3 fights with the Sharmas, 2 violent conflicts with the Kalitas and 5 rants with the grocery guy, Harish), I must be declared a personality of social peace. That is what contentment is!
It is truly disgusting to watch parents not teaching their kids their mother tongues. I have never stopped my kids from learning their mother tongue. It is a different thing that I have not told them anything about learning it. But, if you cannot cause a good thing happening, you must not stop it. That is the lesson of life I have acquired. I gave them opportunities to learn the language from the television channels and the compulsory school textbooks. Unfortunately, they are not in favor of watching those channels and have scored in 40s (/100) in those subjects. See, you can lead a horse to water but you cannot make him drink. I did drag the horses to the lakeside, but I cannot contribute to their drinking from the lake of mother-tongue knowledge unless they wish to. Anyway, I am paying for the channels and their tuition!
See, I have high regards for writers. I often scribble creative things in my leisure. For example, you will be surprised to know that I am credited for inventing the way of writing shorthand for monthly grocery list. This way, the people around me do not get any clue of what I am buying for the month. (Sometimes, I also cannot figure out. I have to call my wife then. But that is the level of intelligent non-AI encryption, you see.) Another advantage is that you can use minimum space of paper. I am a follower of the Save Trees Campaign. But, recently, my son showed me that I can save more by typing on my mobile phone. However, I am a follower of No Foreign Technology Campaign and I cannot violate that. A twig of a tree is better than funding foreign agencies.
Anyway, if I go on, you will not be able to accommodate the goodness I have in me. What if you start envying me? And I love short pieces of writing, as I have already told. Although I love writers, I hate those who put up large posts on social media, dragging on old folk tales and clubbing them with historical stuffs/ bluffs. I am a follower of Superb Fans of Dan Brown social media page, though!


Friday 19 June 2020

THE SERIOUSLY AMAZING PUNDIT

Often
No...no...
Many a timefrom my negligible list of blog followers, I receive a very interesting question: Why is it that you aggressively blog for a month and then remain dormant for another? Do you search for motivation?
Yes... and no. Yes, because, the inner drive to write down a blog post requires some motivation for logging in and typing. No, because my world is full of stories. I do not have a photographic memory but, I have words...lots of words which are not Tharoor-ish, of course, but they can carry meanings for everyone.
Saying this, I can recall an incident of a pundit whom I had met at my previous place of residence, and developed a non-religious friendship with him. Yes, non-religious, because we talked of everything but religion. He would speak of humorous stories of his village where a person was named 'Patang' at his birth because his parents loved Kaka (Rajesh Khanna). A man named 'Aamram' went to sell mangoes to the daily market, and found a pot of gold coins near his mango trees. There was a beautiful lady who would visit his village during Ram Navami and play the role of 'Sita', and leave. She would not talk much to people. Later, after 3 years or so, people found out that the lady was actually a boy who was doing this to support his family of ailing father and three sisters. Often his stories were unreal, which he would reveal at the end of the tale. But, all of them had a taste of Indian-ness which can make any scriptwriter go gaga over them. All the while, it would seem real to me. I tried to delve into this man's level of intelligence. He could develop a story with such minute and realistic details that anyone would believe it to be true. I would tease him to write these stories and get them published. He would say that there was no higher form of peace than speaking the stories to friends and laugh together. It was like instant audience feedback, free from expectations and bias, he would say. 
My pundit had a habit of clapping his hands when excited. The temple would echo with his claps and our sounds of laughter. Often, he talked of the lands which he had traveled in his life, how frauds through the language of 'gods' cheated the illiterates and the poor. He said that he was once approached by a gang of so-called 'baba's to join them and earn by cheating people. He refused, and left that place because it was turning into a mess.
He cooked the best halwa. On fourth Sunday of every month, he would cook gajar ka halwa, and we would have them together in the evening at around eight o'clock. On asking where he had learnt the recipe, he would say, "Let some things remain secrets. Otherwise, people will say that I am not an interesting person. You focus on eating, and do not try to be an archaeologist now." Saying this, we would laugh heartily. I mean, the way he spoke, there was a flavor of sweet humor, and that is what I have preserved for my life.
Pundit Ji was an amazing person. I remember the way he sat on the third or fourth step of the temple, and spoke stories with a glow on his face. Often I would wait for the day to end so that I could know another story from him. I didn't have frustrating days back then, because anything discouraging was neutralized by the old man's tales.  
The art of Pundit Ji bringing together different stories of life makes me wonder how the interpretation of intelligence is limited to professions. Intelligence is beyond professional excellence and smart tricks. Although these may define a bit of it, yet it is not exhaustive. It may exist in the minutest of a man's behavior and art. For me, the pundit was intelligent because he looked into life in the simplest manner. He built simple rules for himself, and one prime rule: never hurt anyone in any way. That was the biggest lesson for me.
And, just as he would want it, everything I have written in this blog post is not true. There was no Pundit Ji. But there are people who can sum up to become one!

Friday 22 May 2020

SCRAMBLE-GAMBLE: the WhatsApp Game

I have seen and learnt that desperate times need desperate measures. However, desperate times also bring some good sidekick innovations with them. 
The world is utterly distressed, and a bit afraid of the curses of the CoVID-19 pandemic. Humankind was not prepared for this kind of unseen micro-scale enemy, we must agree. The world is fighting against this disaster together, while lockdown and curfew rules remain to be imposed subjected to various amendments as per the regions or countries.
People have lost physical contact but the virtual world has brought them together. Families are gathering on social media and conference calls. Reunions are happening, and I bet they are as memorable as ever. This post is a short one on one such re-union where 're' stands for 'repeated' because the individuals involved were never far and had met often before the pandemic struck.
I know that during this lockdown, all of us, you, me and others have become serious members of different social media groups, WhatsApp being one and the most common among them. Right from 'Class of 2012 (or ____)', 'Humans of Neighbourhood', 'The Musical Attorneys', 'Go For Grocery', 'Office Work-From-Home Association', 'CoVID Avengers', 'Lockdown Pros', 'Lockdown Foodies' to 'Cousins', 'Family', 'Family Except Egoistic Maria', 'Only Husbands', 'Only Wives', 'Kitty Party' and others, we are spending some useful/ useless time on these groups. The 'Good Morning' messages which we had hated earlier, are now our alarms. The insults and leg-pulls are now our pastimes. While people are doing wonderful comical videos, some are recording serious narrations with fewer views. Everyone is having a taste of their self-created karma (...not that right, I guess!).
One of my maternal cousins came up with the idea of creating a WhatsApp group to celebrate online birthdays of some of us, which, unfortunately fell during this lockdown. We call it the 'Goswami Service'. Now, we are a healthy group of of five, ranging from 30 down to 15/16. 
Sorry...I mean the ages. Smile!
So, we started with celebrating birthdays of one of us, and after throwing GIFs of cakes and thank you's, and sighing on the misfortune of staying indoors and having China as our neighbour, we realized that we had nothing much to do regularly. So, we started creating topics of discussion like favourite songs, five favourite films, favourite foods and stuffs like these. But, we felt these were non-recurring events: one message was enough to cover the topic. These helped us realize that honesty can be best practised during idleness. Choosing a favourite from a pile of endless favourites is the most difficult task: we realized this.
Then we invented one of the most interesting games, the SCRAMBLE-GAMBLE. The game is not new. You have all seen 10-13 jumbled words forwarded as a message on WhatsApp. What we did was polished the message, and turned it into an interactive game. The rules were pretty simple.
  • One person shall post a jumbled word in English, and a valid hint. The others shall try to post the correct answer.
  • No scientific names were allowed. Anyway, they would be in Latin.
We were a bit speculative of the implementation of the game. But, we decided to give it a try. We started, and it became a blockbuster exercise for the mind. We are learning new words now. Plus, the younger ones are somehow getting prepared for aptitude tests in a way or the other. We started the game to engage ourselves, but, now the game engages us, and relieves us of the stress.
A few snapshots of the game are shown here.

Example 1:






Example 2:









Example 3:










The 'Goswami Service' thank you for reading this post, and urge you to try this game with your friends. We know you may feel somewhat offbeat to introduce it at the beginning, but, we tell you, if it can bring together individuals from diverse age groups, it can do wonders for your schoolbatch or office time-pass groups.
I dedicate this post to the members of the 'Goswami Service' for whom I stand (just kidding): Man-I, Man-II, Mun, Sum and Tri.
Thank you, and stay safe!


Wednesday 22 April 2020

THE AFTERNOON RAINS


Solace is a kind word
in a gruesome world,
surrounded by wounds
of forgetful truths,
besieged with guilt
of vice and filth!

How deceiving can life be!
All lies were covered in
one single coffin buried deep
in the mind's blurring sea.
All I have done right
are the wrongs, I suppose:
I went in for many a fight,
I lost not, death was close!

I cannot undo my deeds.
In karma I place my beliefs!
The first afternoon rains
clap for my claims:
the beats on the roofs
like horses' matured hoofs
urge me to lull into solace,
a kind word I fear to face.
Death can be kind too,
pay a visit without a clue,
I shall depart then without a fuss
if that's what kind karma wants!

Monday 20 April 2020

HOPEFUL MOURNINGS


Dawn of hope
from the hilly slope
brought the skies,
blue, bright and white.

Sunrays warm,
warmed her heart:
that filthy germ,
well, could not hurt!

Doctors and pills
ate up her bills,
she borrowed breads
from the newly weds.

Scarce milk,
no fried beans
and she screamed
like, in bad dreams.

Was this fair?
Death in the air,
life smelt rare:
all grief and fear.

Deceptive time
shows its might-
only a month,
all crushed and burnt!



Saturday 18 April 2020

WARCRY


The war isn't mine,
it is as old as the wine,
old as the cuckoo's song:
Spring's back, see the morn.

Swords and shields,
bows and javelins
fill my armory fast.
Warcries and songs,
big drums and horns
adorn my batallion vast.

I chose this fight.
I know what's right.
History may turn old.
I'll stay strong and bold.
I bear no fear,
unto victory I steer.
Death is but an illusion.
This war is my salvation!


Friday 17 April 2020

TRUTH OF LIFE


Mishra Ji is the most popular priest in the colony, because he does rituals for the poor too. He doesn't accept a coin from them.
That day, Mishra Ji's daughter, Rittika, was getting married. He was happy but his instants of joys were interrupted by impulses of sadness as he sat infront of his wife's photograph. He moved his fingers over the photo as if he could feel her, and tears rolled down his face. Rittika was not just his daughter, but, she was like a mother to him. From breakfasts to medicine, she took care of everything. Now, she is leaving, and Mishra Ji felt strange.

But he must tell her the truth now. He is already in his late sixties. God may send his messenger anytime soon. Anyway, he was contented with his life. He has got the best of joys, and a beautiful angel in Rittika. 


But, how shall he approach her?

If she breaks down?

If she never forgave him?

How will he live his remaining days with her anger?

It was his fear of letting her go that he did not disclose this to her.

But this wasn't the time to think for himself. She deserved to know. Mishra Ji kept the photograph on the table. He was beginning to stand up when Rittika entered the room.

"Papa, what are you doing here? My friends wish to greet you. And uncle has arrived. He looks superb!"

Saying this, she heartily laughed. She was happy.

"Beta", Mishra Ji uttered.

"Yes, Papa. Are you feeling okay? Ah! Do not tell me you forgot the meds."

"No, Beta. I am fine. I need to tell you something."

"Papa, I know. Every father speaks to his girl before the marriage. You've already told me those ideal advice. You worry so much."

Rittika's joys made things difficult for Mishra Ji. He simply smiled.

"Ok. Let's go now. They are waiting." Rittika was in a hurry.

Mishra Ji chose not to speak. But then...
"Beta, listen to me once. It is important." insisted Mishra Ji with a voice of reluctance.

Rittika paused. This did not seem the usual talk.

"Yes, Papa." She held his hands.

"Beta, this is one thing I have been trying to tell you since long. But I hope today is the time to speak the truth to you. You deserve to know."

"Yes, Papa."

"Beta...you are not our biological daughter. You were adopted. But, I promise this adoption never came in the way of loving you more than my daughter. I know you must be..."Mishra Ji could not complete his words and broke down.

"Papa," Rittika said in a calm tone,"I know that." And she smiled.

Mishra Ji was shocked. He just looked at Rittika and spoke nothing.

"Papa, Maa told me on her deathbed. She asked me to look after you and never to let you know that I know this."

Mishra Ji listened.

"I have never felt anything different from being your daughter, Papa. In fact, I am fortunate to get someone like you and Mom. The adoption is only a piece of paper for me, nothing else. Your parenthood is more than anything I know. I love you both, and I am your daughter. There is no alternate truth in that."

Mishra Ji felt like salvation. He felt proud of his little girl.

"So, now, Pundit Ji" Rittka said cheerfully, "You set aside these stupid thoughts because Ballu has already started stealing the ladoos from the kitchen. Aunt Misi is troubling the cooks for not putting extra flour in those bhatures, and I am going mad at Simpi for not bringing my earrings on time. You have a hell lot to catch up with."

Mishra Ji hugged his daughter.

He adjusted his dhoti and shouted,"Ballu. I will lock you up in the store if you do not stop stealing."


Notes (for non-native speakers): 
1. ladoo: round Indian sweet made with various ingredients.
2. dhoti: a white piece of Indian wear for men, used to drape around the body down from waist to legs.
3. bhature: flour made round flat pieces, oil fried.


Monday 13 April 2020

THE PROFESSOR'S DREAM


June 12, 2019

Prof. Verma walked with a gentle pace to attend to the doorbell. There was a young man standing with a folder in his hand and wide smile on his face.
He bowed down to touch the professor's feet, and said, "Sir, this is Sohum Koushik, Batch of 2012, Mechanical Engineering."
"Please come inside. Although I can recall not much, but it is nice to see you again."
"Sir, I understand that. I was not the brightest in class. Managed to get one point above the average." smiled Sohum.
"Ah! It is fine. Grade points do not matter if you have ideas. Finally, if you are satisfied enough to have a peaceful cup of coffee in your retirement days, it means you have done good on this planet." The professor laughed.

"Sir, this is why I admire you. That is why I have come here to see you. Mother says that the one who teaches the principle of life is someone you must always be grateful to." said Sohum.
"Oh! I feel so great. What do you do now? IT or core?"
"Sir, I have co-founded an organization with my friend. We develop machines for organic farming right from sowing to harvesting. We have co-operative societies which provide these on minimal rent to traditional farmers. Later, the products are sold online and offline. Our organization provides the online platform at zero cost."
"Wow! I feel proud of you, son. You are giving back in a nice way."
"All credit to you, Sir. During our final semester, you had asked if each one of us had decided on our next journey. I could not answer you then. I skipped this in the feedback form too. Everyday I fought with myself to get this answer. You had said that one day each one of us would know the purpose of our dreams. I had no dream back then. But that day came to me and I could finally decide what suited me. I have prayed since then that I shall meet you to thank you for those words. This brought me here."
Prof. Verma's eyes moistened with pride. He felt his life fulfilled. He said, "Thank you for your feedback, my son! This is the best till date."

Saturday 11 April 2020

KERALA COFFEE

How pleasant were those evenings
spent in solemn peace,
you by my side with the Kerala coffee
warmed on the earthen stove!

Fries with a pinch of salt
tinged our tongues and soul,
Your eyes beamed with dawn
as we forked on the same prawn.

What was it you kept saying?
Wish we could live for days
in the Island of the Unknown,
fishing on the love newly born.

I still enjoy being in your arms,
the evenings are still pleasant.
I will cook our fries today.
We will have Kerala coffee again!



Friday 10 April 2020

WASHED AWAY

Sanjana started walking fast. She had not expected the rains so soon although she had come across some forecast of drizzle during night hours. The wind slapped hard across her face, and her clothes were dreadfully drenched.
"What an evening!" she thought. The day had already troubled her much. Now the rains...
Somehow, she brought herself to a bus stop. She sat on the bench, and tried to dry herself with the little white towel she drew from her bag. After a minute, she stopped trying, and simply sat there.
The air was still blowing hard but she felt a sense of peace. She stopped thinking of her clients at the office and paused her boss' instructions in her head. She ignored the thoughts of her failed motherhood and the society's ugly remarks. Back in her mind, she omitted everything that would make her weak.
Sanjana was beginning to like the rains. The rains which she was cursing a few minutes ago now seemed to accompany her. Kisses of the wind made her feel better. She must be thinking of good things. Good things always make life better.
Just then, her phone rang.
The other side spoke, "Sanju, how long? I have cooked pakodas. Come fast."
Sanjana smiled, "Yes, my dear. Reaching in 30 minutes." and hung up.
The rains made her realize that life is full of good things, just like the rains, a plate of pakodas and her dearest chef: her husband!
The rains washed away her pains that evening!

Thursday 9 April 2020

WHAT NO ONE TALKS ABOUT!

Just to save you time, this post is going to be short as it reflects on what we have not done in the past few years, jeopardizing the preservation of our Indian-ness, some way or the other. This 'Indian' thing, we are beginning to lose now. 
We are so accustomed to those social media posts on religious clashes, judging one another through someone else's eyes, attacking religions and retaliating with equal abuse, that we have lost the urge to discuss positive aspects on what this country is built of.
No one talks of the herbs of India. I bet the new generations are unaware of the types of medicinal plants which our grandmothers loved to cook. This may seem boring and all the more, less-broccoli-ish to you, but, this country has hundreds of herbs and greens which are native to this soil. I am not asking you to boycott restaurants and bars...no, no, I do not have a nationalist propaganda here. I write this as a common Indian. Frankly speaking, I do not myself know most of the names of these plants, but, this lockdown has exposed me to this thought that amidst all the clamour for rights and politics, we didn't have time to preserve this. My mother cooks some of the finest dishes using the local herbs and plants. These are delicious, which make me wonder often if these can be promoted. Of course, they can be. Well, do not look at these from the perspectives of Ayurveda. I know most of you are more inclined towards the matchstick culture rather than the earthen lamp culture. You need faster results. Take these as way of your food habits. Logically speaking, this doesn't even need to be invested upon: these are foods which can help achieve a balanced diet than most of the things on the counter outside. It is nature's gift to this land, and we are too westernized to know of them.
In the fights and riots for temples and mosques, we forgot to discuss about the architectural beauty of these monuments. We must have done educational tours to some of these places, but, perhaps, there is more we can do. Yeah...it is archaeology, I know, but there are pretty interesting things to extract from the designs of these structures. Everyone is awestruck when they see the marbles and granites in/on these monuments, but how many of us really wish to learn more of these? Not much of allied research is done on these structures. How many mobile applications have people built, which can explain simulated working of the structures at Jantar Mantar? Have you ever thought of these?
Probably, there are other examples of such kind. But, I have found these to be the most relevant. We need to talk to our children of these things. We need to speak to them of the marvels. As parents and citizens, we need to embed these into the bedtime stories. This land is blessed with the capabilities to learn from many cultures. Do not throw away any of them. It is never too late. We can still motivate ourselves to know what has made this country strong and beautiful.

Thursday 2 April 2020

LOCKED DOWN, NOT PUNCHED DOWN!


This post is in reference to What are you doing in this lockout ? Housework ? Creative activities ? Praying ? hosted on IndiBlogger. I thank the blogger who has hosted this thread.

This question is one of the most popular questions now, and has been put up by many platforms including TV channels. But, I am glad that this has been taken up on the blogging platform, because it reaches out to more people and most importantly, the content stays on the web.

I love explaining things (you got to forgive a teacher), but here, I shall move in points, rather than continuous content.

#1: Teaching! The lockdown must have vacated the colleges but has not stopped teachers from teaching and students from continuing their studies. I have been preparing video lectures for two engineering undergraduate courses, and sharing them with my students since the lockdown has started. Now, teaching online is extremely different from classroom teaching, because, you are talking to the screen in front, and you need to keep track of time. I do not prepare long lectures because students may face problems while downloading them, keeping in mind that the students come from various places across the country! If you ask me the experience, well, it feels good when students ask doubts through e-mails. A student's doubts are the biggest gifts for me, because it means he/she has gone through the lecture(s) carefully!

#2: Research! Being in the profession of engineering education, research is an integral part of self-improvement, and professional contribution to the society and country. I have consistently attempted at continuing my research with limited resources. I do not wish to talk technical here, but, I hope this is something directly related to the society. I, along with my students and a colleague, am designing a system which can judge the overall protein content in chicken egg albumin (egg white) and cow's milk using instantaneous electronic properties. This shall help the beneficiaries of the healthcare sector (women, children, sportsperson and the elderly) or any domain where food proteins are important. We hope to design an affordable device so that it reaches the common men. Positive results indicate a big 'yes'! 

#3: Household Works! I have been helping around the house, cooking a meal (am not a bad cook) and cleaning stuffs, now and then. I have selected a prayer book from our temple, and am thinking of digitizing it, because the book was written long ago and has worn out. Currently, it is unavailable in the market, and was published locally. Unfortunately, the author expired years ago. Written in my mother tongue, I think it is essential not to lose a book as such, which can act as a helping hand to many. I urge you to take up such activities using your scanner, and recreate worn-out books of traditional value. This will be a tribute to the authors.

#4: Magazine! We, a group of guys, had started an online magazine way back in 2014. We had kept the objective of uplifting new and young writers. The magazine is ad-free and entirely non-profit. It has worked like magic since we started! All of us belong to different professions and are working at different locations, but this is one bond which brings us together. You may read the magazine at: http://guwahatian.guwahaticity.in/. So, I have been busy now and then in preparing the next issue of the magazine.

#5: Blogging! Since I have been maintaining this blog for long, I have got some time now for adding content which is not otherwise possible during full-time working days. IndiBlogger is a perfect platform to read and respond to new content. Free from negativity around, it feels good create a new post.

The post ends here, but, your responsibilities do not.

I request you to act sensibly, and not propagate hatred of any kind during this CoVID-19 outbreak. The whole world is watching, and as Indians, all you can do is to refrain from commenting on stupid posts, sharing videos which may spark communal imbalance, holding rallies, moving outside without good reasons and creating ruckus of any kind. Before you do something, just think of the doctors and nurses who had not had a proper meal for long. Imagine the plight of the policemen. Some may be corrupted or you must have seen improper behavior from them, but they are out on the streets ensuring that we are inside. 

Thank you for reading this.

Jai Hind!

WHERE DO YOU BELONG?

Image by garyandrews from Pixabay


Where do you belong,
my warrior?
The restless winds
are here
seeking answers to
your sins
the borders impose
on your skin.

The blood you've rinsed,
the cuts you've cleaned:
how many confessions
have amputated your beliefs?

Hell is only six feet long,
three feet wide:
therein lies the peace
for which we fight,
death is like 
a poet's rhyme
there is a meter
but no lyrical time!

You are a hero,
my warrior!
You are a gem
of a kind!
No sins you possess,
the borders, witnesses!
Swords kill the skin,
not the might.
The legend stays.
We toast and smile!

Tuesday 31 March 2020

PHAGUN: THE NIGHT'S WAIL

Image by Pexels from Pixabay
The Banyan twigs
broke the night's silence:
mysterious howls
of the Phagun
encouraged 
her night's wail,
and she woke up!
"Huh! Will it ever end?"
...
deaths and hunger
numerous,
troublesome wails
furious,
the moon half-soaked in
the air, 
all so wild and chaotic
just like the honeybees
lost in their little trips!

She decided
to stay awake,
avoid nightmares,
seizures,
and not think awhile.
She knew
she wasn't desperate
but was void of words
for herself, for friends:
unbelievable how times
had changed!

She stayed still.
The howls started
to enthrall her, 
the night seemed
so friendly ne'er.
Was it the druggish Phagun?
...
The feeble coos
of the pigeons
welcomed the Phagun.
This Phagun wasn't different:
creation's elements
conspired not to wail,
but, to sincerely convey:
Wait for your Spring
just like 
you wait for your morning!