Sunday, 27 September 2020

WINTER LOVE



despite window shields
the cold air gushed in
the heater helped not much,
tinned roofs gave way much!

she brought a blanket old,
the warmest in their cupboard
covered both in warmth of it
reminiscing love, winter memories!

Wednesday, 23 September 2020

WHEN WE MET



the dusk brewed silent joys
destiny played its sweet ploys
that's when we met years ten back:
it was the book fair twenty eighth!

weren't you dressed in pure white?
I dragged along my college smiles
to meet you at the forty first store,
the one beside the granny's folklore!

the store was big and no thing to speak
I would buy you a book to read
who knew they kept books on pregnancy
I was stupid to call you there hastily!

both laughed as we decided out
laughter formed our first start
the date was too 'academic', you say
I can agree not even today!

cherish I, those days we met
split food bills, beneath trees we ate
glass-cased restaurants are boring now
when's the next fair...we shall re-take vows!

Tuesday, 22 September 2020

THE SILENT PEACOCK


[dedicated to the peacocks of Rajasthan, India]

winds from the western sands
brought yellow, burnt smells,
it was where the sun sank
the nights were little winter stays!

a peahen looked dull and grey,
strolled like a lazy lad,
a peacock had to watch and wait
to break silence of the mating day!

the winds troubled his handsome flight
must he swoop down or gently fly?
just then, another danced, rainbow wild,
the chance's gone...silence was his crime!



IN THE LAP OF THE NIGHT



the night conspires
to create silence
it could use the breeze
to excite young lovers
it could use the stars
to get praised in love
yet, they get trapped
in its apparent truth,
live their love in dark,
dark of the night itself,
dark of its lies' web
crafted through legacy
to seek false glory...
the night aspires to
rule the world of love
maneuvering the young
to sing for its beauty
to sleep under stars
in the lap of the night!

Wednesday, 16 September 2020

THE BANGLE MAKER

Rambabu was the only bangle maker in the village, and undoubtedly the best. Every home in Pidiri had at least one of Rambabu's bangles, right from the Pidiri headman's to the blacksmith's. Rambabu's bangles brought people from the city too. No festival was complete without Rambabu's stall on the village playground. No one could make the conch-shell studded bangles better than him. People say his apprentices have spread far in the world, some across the seas and rivers.

Rambabu kept a silent profile. He would start his work at 10 in the morning and close at 6 in the evening just before the prayers. He never missed the prayer at the temple beside his home. As of now, he had one apprentice, Shamlal, a boy of 19, who was getting well with the work. He was working hard for the annual Pidiri festival where he would sit at Rambabu's stall if he produced the best, as promised by his master. Rambabu had a unique style of bidding farewell to his subordinates. He had always wanted his boys to go out and make their names. "The knowledge must live", he would often say with a smile.

The village festival started, and Shamlal was happy. The week long event was refreshing for the folks who were mostly farmers and poultry men. The night's stage act was always entertaining and the village never slept during those days. Shamlal sold 200 bangles on the first day, and this made him feel elated. He could feel the freedom of creation which Rambabu would speak of during their lessons.

Shamlal went with twice the enthusiasm on the second day of the event. He started well and sold 50 bangles in the first two hours. But in this world of impure intentions and evil minds, happiness seldom lives long! Who knew that night would change Shamlal's destiny forever!

As Shamlal was selling his bangles, a visitor arrived. A man in his 40s perhaps, well-suited and accompanied by a younger friend, started looking at his bangles. The man smoked a lot, and Shamlal could sense the city-smell in him.

"How may I help you?" said Shamlal.

The man replied not, but kept on looking at the bangles. His friend touched them, and seemed to check and whispered in his ears.

"How much?" spoke the friend. He appeared to be the man's employee given the authority to represent.

"Sir, we have these of varying prices, right from..."

"How much for all of them?" the man spoke this time, and interrupted Shamlal rudely!

"Sir, I mean...did you say..I mean, all of these?" said a surprised Shamlal.

"Yes, everything in this shop, including you and your master. Rambabu, isn't it?" The visitor's questions sent a warning of threat to Shamlal, and he couldn't think of anything. Did he just offer to buy their services or the persons...like slaves...or... Shamlal was terribly confused and knew not the plan of action he must take. 

"Sir, I won't be able to answer that. I will have to speak to my master."

"Speak to that old man. We meet here tomorrow at the same time. Remember my question: how much for the shop and you men?"

The two persons left, and Shamlal gulped down nearly two bottles of water. He was never terrified in his life this way. He closed his stall early, and ran to meet his master.

Rambabu was sitting peacefully on the verandah in an armchair. He seemed to enjoy the breeze and the classics playing on his little radio. Shamlal did not know how to start.

"Shamlal, done with today's sales early? Must have been a quick wrap-up, won't you say? You are doing good", said the master.

"Babu, the sales are good but I had to close it for the day. There is a problem."

"What problem, Sham? You, alright? You look worried. Speak up. Pull that chair."

"Yes, Babu...today just a few minutes ago, I had a visitor at my stall. I have never seen that man before. He wore a suit and was offering to buy everything in the stall."

"This is good, Sham. He liked your works. What makes you worried then?"

"That's not all. He wants to buy the bangles and me and ...you too."

Rambabu did not speak for a while.

"What do you think, Shamlal? Should we?"

"Babu!!!" Shamlal did not expect a question as this.

"Yes, speak. Must we not expand our work and take it to the cities? Everyone needs better clothes and a scooter. The city has better roads and schools. I wish to listen from you, Shamlal."

Shamlal did not know what to speak.

"Speak up, Shamlal. There is nothing right and wrong here."

"Babu, I respect you a lot. I have learned immensely from you. You are a great master. Your skills are beyond any weight of gold. I have always slept peacefully after work, just because I have never done anything wrong. It is okay to have smaller dreams. These cities, the flamboyance and all the good stuff are good but they are not what we have worked for. We have worked for joy. If we need to settle in those skyscrapers, let our minds decide that, not anyone who barges into our pride and offers a coin. It is joy that has made you a hero in the eyes of everyone who have learned under you. I shall not take this deal if I were you!"

There was silence. Rambabu smiled, sipped some water from his old glass, and said, "Then you have become me, Shamlal. You are ready to take the world. That visitor was my apprentice ten years back. His name is Shaanchand. Today he is a big man in the city. Every year, he visits me during the festival and take the final tests on my behalf. Otherwise, why would you think I shall be absent from the biggest fest of the vllage?" Rambabu broke into a wind of laughter. 

Shamlal was still shocked. He felt the utmost pleasure in winning the smiles and pride of his master.

He spoke: "Thank you, Babu. I shall always remember this! You are my hero!"


BORN

Like a sunrise born,
warmth pierced through 
the air that held the cold,
fell upon a heart
and turned it gold.

The river envied
the droplets of dew,
silent yet precious,
attracts more than a few!

I walked barefoot
to embrace the sunrise:
like a sunrise born,
'twas love that pierced through!

WITHERED, BUT LOVED

Grey, dull and bitter
the winter's here:
illness and griefs,
roses wither,
yellow is old
but old is our love
like the winter indeed,
bright, loving and sweet,
and we are warm still.
We shall live this,
griefs shall inspire;
withered roses 
shall bring poems,
yellow shall warm us-
we shall grow old together
...
it is just another winter
we are for many summers
for each other...

Tuesday, 15 September 2020

THE POET'S DEATH

If you weigh yourself against my ink,
                             you would still not weigh more,
your soul would, though,
                             full of grief and torment, 
                             silently held!

Is Death more poetic than a poet?
                               Always painful or quick:
                               binary like a man's mind?
I can compose lies and make them truth,
                               make them epics...
                               you shall cry
                               for wars which never prevailed,
                               and yet, learn lessons
                               of choices and Death,
                               real, co-existing, true!

I cannot wait for another day!
                                time is a lie
                                like a flirting poet,
                                always better at youth,
                                unpleasant when old!                            
Time to leave my ink behind!
                                I take my soul
                                to prove how poetic I am!
                                Does the world on that side prevail?
                                Are there rebellion poets?
                                Are there poetry fests?
                                I love the pancakes!

Will Death listen to my sonnets?
            Ah! Wait! 
                    He is binary, isn't it?
                            Why does it sound poetic to me? Ugh!